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         <title>CarrollBlog 9.5</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>Those little islands of leisure in the middle of a city-- the cheap plastic tables and chairs in front of a hot dog stand. The wooden picnic bench outside the snack shop, next to the taco truck, or the shaved ice push cart where people sit in summer and eat the treats they just bought. The three folding chairs under a tattered striped beach umbrella at the gas station where three guys sit, looking like they haven't moved since the last election. Most of the time people sitting in these spots look pretty happy. Like they're taking a small vacation from their day, a few minute sneak away from the job, their responsibilities, what the world expects from them. It's also interesting to watch the expressions on the faces of the passersby: Often they smile or they look wistful. You can tell they're  thinking how nice it'd be to spend ten minutes in the sun or the shade doing nothing but sipping a cool one or eating something delicious and naughty.  <br />
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http://www.sleeptrip.com/300loveletters/ </p>]]></description>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 9.3</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>Early in the morning a junkie is walking toward me. He is extremely thin, his mouth is half open, and he's wearing no shirt which in itself is odd because it's warm at 8 am but not *that* warm. He walks with the small slow stuttery steps of the very old or the very ill. I cannot see his eyes but even from thirty feet away it is clear he's living somewhere between this world and another. About ten feet away he stops and bends over. On his back is an enormous, very detailed tattoo of a dragon. It goes from the bottom of his neck across his entire back and down into his trousers. It must have cost a fortune and is a very powerful image. The contrast between what he is and what is drawn on his skin is stunning.</p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2008 15:11:35 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 9.2</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>Basketball<br />
by G.E. Johnson</p>

<p>Once after dinner a woman and I walked past<br />
An empty basketball court and she says,<br />
"I played on a team my junior year in Belfast,"<br />
And I say "Want to shoot some?" She says "Yes,"<br />
Though she was wearing a long black dinner dress.<br />
She kicked off her high heels and she caught<br />
My pass and with great finesse<br />
Drove to the baseline, jumped and shot<br />
Swish. Two points. We played for awhile,<br />
Man in a black suit, woman in a long black gown,<br />
I loved her quickness and her heads-up style,<br />
Her cool hand as she beat me hands down--<br />
       Her jumpiness, like a blackbird in the night--<br />
       Her steady eye, her feet about to take flight. </p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 20:22:40 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 9.1</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>"What's that?"<br />
"An old mushroom picking pocketknife that I bought at a flea market years ago."<br />
"Do you like it? You've never shown it to me before."<br />
"I love it; it's one of my favorite possessions. It's so old, beat up and beautiful. I love the way the blade curves and the worn down wood on the handle."<br />
"Isn't it funny how we can live with someone so long and yet not know what some of their favorite things are. I'm sure you'd be very surprised to know some of the things that I really love. The things I'd run to rescue if the apartment caught on fire."<br />
"I wonder if it would change my view of you to see a list of all your favorite objects."<br />
"I don't know. Maybe."</p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:23:17 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 8.31</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>I am standing by the door looking at the floor of the subway car as it rattles into the station. The doors open, people get on and off, doors close again and the train starts to move. I look up and directly across from me is The Elephant Man. Half of his face looks like it has melted unevenly down his cheek. The deep gray skin is pooled on the bottom of the left side of his chin. His nose looks like candle wax that has dribbled and dried on the way down. The eye on the bad side of his face is so dark that it literally looks black, although the man is wearing large thick glasses and I cannot clearly see how dark the eye really is. His whole face and head (his hair is thin and I can see through it) is covered with strange huge bumps which is apparently the sign of neurofibromatosis, known by many as Elephant Man's disease. You know what I am describing if you have seen the David Lynch film. My soul literally gasps when it sees him for the first time. Thank God I have managed to make my face expressionless by the time he looks up and we make eye contact. He nods at me and then glances back at the PDA he is using. I don't know what his nod means-- recognition that yes, what I am seeing is really him? Or some sort of greeting, or any number of other possible meanings. It is so hard not to look again. I cannot believe what I saw. I know it is wrong to stare but I want to so much. How is it possible a human being can look like that? How is it possible to walk through life with a face even the most cruel and vivid imagination would have a hard time conjuring. The train slows for the next station. It is one before the stop I had planned but I get off and walk quickly toward the exit.  <br />
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http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/gallery/2008/aug/30/oddest.book.title.prize</p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:07:29 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<p>In the mail is an expensively produced catalog from one of the ritziest jewelers in town. All of the pictures inside are beautifully done, the paper is of the highest quality, the binding is the best. It looks like a very swank fashion magazine. You can imagine what is being featured inside-- gold, diamonds, gold and diamonds, bracelets. necklaces, hideously expensive watches, etcetera. But the only interesting thing about the catalog is that each page has Braille printed on it, explaining I can only assume what is featured there. Having noticed it, I close the catalog and stand there a long time thinking about this seeming oxymoron. Imagining a blind person "looking through" a jewelry catalog. A blind person owning jewelry, etcetera. If they cannot see the diamond, do they get their pleasure from touching it? If they cannot see the 7,000 euro watch, why buy it? A whole bunch of interesting, 'lateral thinking' questions arise having to do with the blind and jewelry and how their enjoyment of it would differ from someone who can see it. For the first time I'm grateful to the store for sending me their catalog.</p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2008 15:27:55 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 8.29</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>"At the moment the woman opened the book by Proust and plunged into her reading, some sort of cosmic yet invisible shift took place. She is no longer on the train on this workday morning. She has fled, at least partially, to a different country. She is surrounded not by solemn, sleepy New York subway riders, but perhaps by the haughty guests at an elegant, turn of the century Parisian dinner. She is living in this present moment, between 8:50 and 8:55 A.M., and at the same time in the half-imagined, half-remembered evening Marcel Proust wrote about, and also in the actual time during which Proust -- asthmatic, insomniac -- was writing, when day was indistinguishable from night because the thick curtains were always drawn. A dying man trying to put off the end so that he could finish the same novel this lady in front of me reads so effortlessly."</p>

<p>Alfred Munoz Molina</p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2008 07:20:11 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 8.28</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>the man in front of you<br />
by Alice N. Persons</p>

<p>is just tall enough<br />
has soft black hair<br />
and golden skin<br />
wide shoulders<br />
and smells good</p>

<p>you stand behind him<br />
in the movie line<br />
or buying flowers on boylston street<br />
or see him on the subway<br />
not far down the car<br />
his clean brown hands<br />
on the overhead rail</p>

<p>the man in front of you<br />
could have just killed someone<br />
or might have a bitter face<br />
may love no one<br />
or always sleep alone</p>

<p>the man in front of you<br />
hurries out of the station<br />
or rushes around the corner<br />
and vanishes into a cab<br />
you never see his face<br />
but in dreams he comes to you<br />
and does not slip away </p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Thu, 28 Aug 2008 06:43:11 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 8.27</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>The kissers were there again this morning. They started showing up in the park about two weeks ago and are now there almost every day. Whenever I see them they're sitting on a certain bench, kissing furiously. Not just smooches, but limbs wrapped around/1930's romantic movie/lip locks that go on and on. Lovers are a common thing to see in any park when there's good weather, but this couple are there every day at six in the morning passionately embracing. Every day. I don't know about you but I'm always embarrassed by people making out in public, so every time I see them at it I look away. But the dog needs to make his park circle so as long I'm there, I glance up now and then and voila they're kissing. It's such an uncommon thing to see that early in the morning that of course I create daily scenarios why they are there then: both of them are married to other people, they met and fell in love at work, and this is the only time and place in the day where they can be together in an intimate way without arousing the suspicion of their spouses. Or they're in those glorious early days of the relationship when all you want to do is eat your partner 24/7, it doesn't matter where you are. Or... I still can't tell if I'm happy or sad to see them. I think I will sort of miss them when time or familiarity with each other changes everything. </p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Tue, 26 Aug 2008 17:42:08 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 8.26</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>On the bus, four young women are sitting together talking and laughing animatedly. They're sort of punky and pierced looking but happy and engaged, very unlike the sullen mono-lump punks often become when they're together. These women are sitting close enough so that I can hear their conversation. It takes a while to decipher they're all going now to catch a train to travel to Stein, home of the largest jail in Austria. All of them have men imprisoned there and they're discussing the sentences and conditions of their loved ones. The interesting thing is how upbeat they are even when saying things like, "My Rudy's sentence was extended four months after he hit a guy over the head with a bench." The others chuckle and shake their heads affectionately as if they know that kind of shenanigan well. Good old Rudy...</p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Tue, 26 Aug 2008 10:58:21 +0000</pubDate>
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         <title>CarrollBlog 8.25</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>The chic'est, most exclusive shopping street in Vienna is called Kohlmarkt. All the famous designers have stores there-- Vuitton, Armani, Gucci, Dolce and Gabbana... From what I've heard, the rents for anything on that small street are insane. Whenever I pass one store in particular I smile because the story of how it got there is as crazy as the cost of rent. A friend who is in Viennese real estate told me what happened. A world renowned couturier spent a fortune completely renovating one of the stores on the Kohlmarkt. Rumor has it that it cost close to a million euros to do the work. When it was finished and preparations were already in full swing for the grand opening, the big boss of the company in Milan flew up to Vienna specifically to look at the store to see if it needed anything before opening for business. The Kohlmarkt is a short walking street. To get from one end to the other takes no more than seven minutes if you're moving quickly. The boss came towards the store from one end of the street but as he approached the building, he slowed more and more until he came to a complete stop. "What is that fish store?" he asked one of his minions. The assistant didn't understand. "There is a 'Nordsee' fish restaurant next to my shop." No one knew what to say. "Are you out of your minds? You planned to open one of our shops, one of the most exclusive brands in the world, next door to a place where they cook *fish* all day long? Forget it. Stop everything."<br />
And that's what they did. The beautiful brand new store was quickly sold to another famous company that didn't think it was a problem selling their clothes next to a fish restaurant.    </p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Mon, 25 Aug 2008 15:02:16 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<p>Although she is very old and moves oh so slowly, the woman still has two dogs that she walks a few times a day. Every time I see her she stops me to talk about her pets' latest health crisis or the newest diet she has put them on. Both animals look at least a hundred years old so it is not surprising that they are going through some tough times. As soon as she starts to talk, the two dogs plop down in the middle of the sidewalk and begin to pant, irregardless of the season. While they pant, both of them stare up at her as if they're listening carefully to everything she says, just to make sure she gets all their details right. </p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Sun, 24 Aug 2008 15:30:57 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<p>In Praise of Joe<br />
by Marge Piercy</p>

<p>I love you hot<br />
I love you iced and in a pinch<br />
I will even consume you tepid.</p>

<p>Dark brown as wet bark of an apple tree,<br />
dark as the waters flowing out of a spooky swamp<br />
rich with tannin and smelling of thick life--</p>

<p>but you have your own scent that even<br />
rising as steam kicks my brain into gear.<br />
I drink you rancid out of vending machines,</p>

<p>I drink you at coffee bars for $6 a hit,<br />
I drink you dribbling down my chin from a thermos<br />
in cars, in stadiums, on the moonwashed beach.</p>

<p>Mornings you go off in my mouth like an electric<br />
siren, radiating to my fingertips and toes.<br />
You rattle my spine and buzz in my brain.</p>

<p>Whether latte, cappuccino, black or Greek<br />
you keep me cooking, you keep me on line.<br />
Without you, I would never get out of bed</p>

<p>but spend my life pressing the snooze<br />
button. I would creep through wan days<br />
in the form of a large shiny slug.</p>

<p>You waken in me the gift of speech when I <br />
am dumb as a rock buried in damp earth.<br />
It is you who make me human every dawn.<br />
All my books are written with your ink. </p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Sat, 23 Aug 2008 13:46:03 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<p>An email from a friend in Florida riding out Tropical Storm Fay. They were in New Orleans years ago helping out during Hurricane Katrina:</p>

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<p>As you know, I live in Brevard County, the place everyone in America keeps hearing about on the news, as it relates to Tropical Storm Fay. This storm, which started out as a pesky little nuisance, has turned into one big bitch. She just won't move and keeps dropping water all over everything. Here in Rockledge - just north of Melbourne and  just south of Cape Canaveral and Cocoa - we have gotten 28 inches of rain so far. It has not stopped raining at all since late Monday night. The whole thing is surreal.<br />
 <br />
When I was in New Orleans during Katrina, the damage, flooding and devastation were not surprising. In part, I suppose, because we knew it was coming and because it wasn't "my neighborhood." Maybe it's always easier to see destruction when it isn't your own stuff being destroyed. Never in a million years would I have thought that I would be awake at two in the morning, mopping and bailing in my own living room. <br />
 <br />
The news paints a picture close to what is really happening: homes filled with 5 or more feet of standing water, cars submerged on Route 1 (a major highway), alligators, snakes and raw sewage in the flood waters-- right smack in the middle of regular 'ole neighborhoods-- but the news broadcasts can't capture the emotion that's flooding this place. It's a combination of disbelief, exhaustion, and hopelessness. <br />
 <br />
The storm doesn't seem to be moving at all. While it was worse for us when we were on the north-east side of the storm, being on the south-west side isn't much better. The rains will continue to fall until all of the feeder bands have cleared the area, and that won't happen until the storm is between 70 and 90 miles away from us. Currently, it's close to 20 miles north and it's only moving at 2 or 3 mph. We're forecasted for another 8- 12 inches of rain before midnight tonight, which will bring our total close to, get this, 40 inches of rain over three days. They haven't put the predictions out for tomorrow yet. <br />
 <br />
This is the third day schools have been closed (our kids went back to school last week, if you can believe that!). It's not the winds keeping them out; it's the fact that almost all of the roads here are closed due to flooding. <br />
 <br />
The National Guard is helping get people out of flooded homes. There is an emergency evacuation going on at a community called Indian River Colony Club. It is on my running route, less than 4 miles from my home. <br />
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Anyway, wanted to let you know that I'm safe. My feet are wet, but I'm safe. And so far, thank the gods, fairing much better than many of my neighbors.  </p>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 11:36:28 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<p>The woman with the three strange children sits in the park every day on the same bench around 2 pm. She is very heavy so she rarely moves from the spot. She usually sits there alone watching park life. Sometimes her children come with her. Two very large teenage girls and a much younger boy. The kids are known around the neighborhood for doing peculiar things liking begging for bread at outdoor restaurants, screaming or hitting each other in the middle of the sidewalk, or going up to strangers and asking do you like me? When they are with their mother in the park it is interesting to watch because the kids are all motion and action, words, noise, flutter. But the woman is silent and still like a statue. I believe she thinks of her time in the park as hers. My kids can come along when I'm there, but I don't have to respond to them in that place. They're just like the trees, or strangers passing by, the wind blowing. </p>]]></description>
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